I’m such a hypocrite, aren’t I?

Hello again. The second week of new year and I’m struggling to survive.

First, let me just say that as of right now, I am sleep deprived and high on caffeine. I have designer bags under my eyes (yes, this quote is from Tumblr, I’m not that funny), I have only slept 4 hours in the last, I don’t know, 40 hours? Oh well, what can I say besides…. fucking, exams.

I am not here to complain (even though I do that a lot, now that I scroll through all the posts of last year… oops), I am just saying this as a warning that what you’ll read further in this post might or might not be the real me talking, but the zombie-lacking-sleep me. Oh, but to the people who also have exams and mid-terms and sats or lsats and I don’t know what not. I just want to say good luck to all of you, and may your eyes stay open during the test.

Speaking of exams (here I go again, rambling about exams), I have noticed that a few people can really work on my nerves these days. When I stand in the hallway, nearly dead because, well, exams, waiting in front of the classroom to be let in and get everything over with, and I hear people complain about how bad they have it, how much they hate exams, how many hours they slept last night, how dark the bags under their eyes are.

Well, all the people who like to complain about this shit, let me tell you something. Shut. The. Fuck. Up. I am not trying to be rude (though I think that’s just my personality), I am just saying something that basically everybody around you thinks when you open your little mouth to make small talk and all you do is complain complain complain.

Yes, this is a free world. Our words are not limited, we have freedom of speech. And hell, am I grateful for that. But that doesn’t mean that you shouldn’t be considerate of what you say. Like discrimination. Yes, the laws about freedom of speech and discrimination don’t match, obviously. But it’s just about consideration. Think about other people. be considerate.

I guarantee you, that this is for your own good. I, like every other person on this Earth, do not want to hear your complaints about exams. Why? I’ll tell you why.

We are all on the same boat. Honestly, why the fuck are you complaining? To explain your situation? Because we’re in the same fucking situation. I have the same fucking exams like you.Then, do you complain to make us agree with you? Because the fact that you want that, makes me want to disagree. Well, maybe you just want to express yourself and release the stress? Very well. You can do that. Just not to me.

Because your words give me more stress and a fucking migraine. Did you ever think about that? Go to your parents, your siblings. I don’t fucking know. Someone who doesn’t go through the same shitty thing like you and me. Because you might think that your friends like to hear all about it, but they don’t. Trust me on this.

Hell, I might be the rudest person on Earth. But I really hate it when my friends complain me. I’m just like, dude, you know that besides you, there are another 100 students who go through the same thing, have the exact same exams like you? Why are you still complaining? It’s not gonna fix everything like some magic spell.

I don’t even know what I just wrote… I feel perfectly calm. Sorry that you guys had to read that. When I’m done drowning in textbooks, I’ll make sure there’ll be a happy post ^.^

It’s just, what I’m trying to say is: People, please be considerate and think before you speak. This applies to everything thing you say in life, obviously, but since I’m in this situation, I used as an example. But seriously, think about what others might think before you say something. People won’t tell you to shut up if they don’t like it, but it makes you less wanted and just fucking annoying and a pain in the ass, or a thorn in the eye, or I don’t know, something about annoyance and stuff.

The caffeine is wearing off… I need to sleep….. I’m such a hypocrite, aren’t I? Telling other to shut up but writing a whole post about how exams really sucks and how sleep deprived I am. Ugh.

Just, think about others first, okay?